Hella anxiety + Hella nausea = Hella sleep deprivation
Wow holy fuck. This is something else entirely.
This is probably healthy.
I’m just going to let myself be devastated and try to digest this
I haven’t been this upset in a long time.
There are too many variables out of my control.
I’m afraid and sad and maybe admitting and confronting my emotions instead of repressing every emotion until they haunt my dreams will actually stop me from allowing this to completely annihilate me as a person.
Mormon culture is so weird wtf